Saturday, 13 March 2010

  • I'll just change to tumblr since itz so cool .
    Good bye xanga.
    Here is the new cool link
    www.VaniaZ.tumblr.com

  • Hello World!

    Dude and dudettes! I'm back .
    Sorry for not blogging for so long , I've been very very very lazy lately . Well for some of you who do not know , I just got a new laptop , dell ALIENWARE M11X .It's more for gaming rather than work . It's world best gaming laptop . The retailer asked me if I was using alienware to do work . What a dumb question . What's pissing is that I have to wait for 3-10 days till it delivers . IRRITATING . I'm going to get a Left4Dead 2 disc too . Well , why would I get a gaming laptop then ? I just hope that they send it to me ASAP . It just so happens that Dell is known for customizing your own laptop . Oh yea ? I didn't even get to customize it . The guy just did everything by himself ):
    Thats 1 reason for being upset .

    Next , I've been doing horribly in my longjumps lately . Very very very disappointed at my distance jumped . How am I going to go nationals ? All screwed.

    It's time to revert the bad!

Friday, 22 January 2010

  • What is your problem ?

    "Vania why are you dating ? "
    Itz like asking me why is water wet , why do you have hair , why are asian from asia .
    Must I be like every single one of you ? Can't I just live my own life ? Why must I care about every single thing you comment on me ?If you choose a guy on whether hez hot or not , that is YOU . Am I 'YOU' ? No.
    I didn't commit a crime for God's sake .
    "But you're too young to date ! Whatz gonna happen to your studies? "
    I know that , nothingz gonna happen to my studies I SWEAR. Its a long-distant relationship . Itz not as if I will go out every single day . I know what is right and what is wrong . If something happens to my studies , it is MY LIFE  . NOT YOURS
    I am not trying to say that I am ready to get my life screwed. It won't . Can't I just do the things I like ? Why must everyone control me ? WHY MUST ALL YOUR COMMENTS AFFECT MY LIFE  ? How stress issit to shoot all those questions at me ?
    "Oh my gosh , Vania's life is so messed up . "
    Lick your own ass pussy , I ain't messed up . You have no rights to judge me when you don't know me well enough.
    " But hez from china , what is this ?! "
    So what , ever heard of long-distant relationship ? At least I ain't out of my mind . I am not a girl who is '24/7 boyfriend must be with me' type .
    So you're telling me because I got a boyfriend , you're not making friends / talking to me anymore ?
    K then , bye .








    I fucking hate this world for being so judgemental .

Tuesday, 29 December 2009

  • A day to start with CHINESE COMPO ?!

    Woke up @ 9am in the morning . Drowwsssyy and sleepy . Went back to school to get all the textbooks and went for tuition
    IT IS NOT JUST ANY TUITION .




                                                                                   
    IT IS
    CHINESE
     TUITION

    . That makes it worst .

    I didn't use to be one of those noobs who fails Chinese . Chinese was easy in primary school . Not in secondary. Anyway , I had to do a chinese composition about my Australia trip  . ( 7 days trip)
    After 1hr with 2 pages  ( That is very very slow cos I had difficulties putting words to make proper chinese sentence due to my limited knowledge . ) My tutor asked me what was a writing about then .

    " Still writing about what happened in the airport , teehee ? "

    HAHA , zaii righhhtt . Not really if compared to nerdy geeks . They can write 3 pages about the topic , ' My Toilet '
    I am serious .
    Sometimes , they are too specific . Well if you get what I mean .
    By the way , tomorrow , I will be going to a Cruise :D No idea what is the name of it .
    I can just 'accidentally' drop my homework in the sea and forget about it . That is my damn plan now  . I'll tell my teacher that I was being a really good student bringing my homework while having holidays . I was too focused at doing math and my paper flew off .

    That ain't funny at all . You are wierd if you are laughing at that.

    Things worth checking out for:
    www.cleverbot.com
    JH told me about it . You can talk to that robot , it has artificial intelligence . It's quite fun talking to it , but no life . It's fun though

    @ www.youtube.com , search sghunk1976
    It's our dear beloved INFAMOUS Steven Lim !
    Check out the video in which he was in Channel U with xiaxue ,the horrible song he wrote for Michael Jackson  and last but not least , his rants on Xiaxue .

    @www.clicknetwork.tv Xiaxue guide to life - Acting
    Hillarious , all I can say .
    Xiaxue,' You wanna have sex with her right? I will cut your balls so that you can't have sex. Alright , let's start shall we? '







Tuesday, 22 December 2009

  • Where is my sashimi ?!

    Saaaad , suppose to have japanese food for lunch today . But the restaurant chef has to have a break and by the time we reach there , the chef would have gone for his break . I was so excited , I woke up just for my sashimi .
    Baaaaah , we had Jack's Place in the end . Not too bad .
    It was my Godfather's treat . So in order to not make him lao kui , I ordered expensive food . ( HAH!)
    He was went to fetch my Godmother while his son , my sister and I got our seats. Actually , the way I choose food is by looking at the name  .

    'Lobster' - take
    'Crab'- take

     I hate steaks and normal fishes . It's just like eating normal Fish and chip and normal Fish and chips only cost me 5.50 . Jack's Place fish would cost like $10 . I went on to order Baked rice with lobster and chicken . ( I forgot the full name . But I know it sounds tasty. )  Looking at the price , it cost $13.50 .

    'Aiyah , Heck la , it sounds nice. '
    I am such a cheapo .
    Ohhhh , by the way , the birthday boy , Shawn is suppose to have a lunch with us . But his brother told me that he is staying home to chiong maple. He denied , saying he wants to go out with his friends .

    Can you imagine if you ask your boyfriend out on your birthday and he says , ' I'm chiong-ing dota with my friends , othe day can ? '
    AND
    not even saying 'Happy Birthday' to you ?  I'd go crazy .

    When my Godfather came back , he totally changed all our choice of food . There was some 'Food package' of something everyday . Since its tuesday , we can only have 2 choice of food . Fish and Steak . -.-

    1. I hate steak . I can taste the blood .
    2.The fish has almond sauce !

    Whatever , I took the fish and I was the only one who chose fish out of 5 people .
    Had some vegetable soup ( Soup of the day ) instead of cream of mushroom ):

    WHAT A MEAL .




Monday, 21 December 2009

  • Spectacles or Contact lenses?

    SOOOOO , I just got my spectacles recently and it is working fine except that my ears are super pain for some reason .( I don't know )
    I like it this way , contact lenses are so much of a nuisance .

    " Oh shit , I slept with my lenses . "
    "F**k , my eyes hurts like shit "
    "Omg , my lenses has gone missing in my eye!"  ( Yes , I've encountered that when I rub my eyes, the lense went somewhere else in my eye)
    "Where is my contact lense solution! "
    "Where the heck is my travel-size contact lense solution ? "
    "I FORGOT TO CAP MY SOLUTION BOTTLE, AND NOW ALL THE BATERIA ETC. HAS GONE IN IT !"
    "Which is the correct side of the lense ? " (I can't identify. )
    "Is this the correct side ? It looks like it but it hurts "
    "Oh great , I dropped my lenses and someone stepped on it . "
    "WHY DOES THIS LENSE KEEP CURVING DOWN WHEN I CURVED IT UP .OH NO I AM LATE! "

    That's what I usually encountered when I wear contact lense
    . When I started off , I took 30mins to put on both my lenses. Worst thing that can ever happen.
    I'm not being 1 sided , there are advantages of using contact lenses though .
    You can:
    -look better ( For some people ? )
    -learn to have more responsibility

    I can't think of anymore .

    Well but if you are on the 'Spectacle' side , I guess its ok unless you look stupid/etc. w. ur specs. Well in that case , get a better looking pair of spectacles.
    It takes less responsibility to take care of a pair of spectacles . However , you still have to prevent your spectacles from being :

    -Sat on . ( My mum did that to my previous pair of specs. )
    -Bent on the sides
    Etc.

    Based on my experience ,I hope this helps if you are planning to get a pair of specs / contact lenses .

Sunday, 20 December 2009

  • I AM A CUTE LITTLE RUDOPLH .

    Every Christmas , there will be caroling ! It's actually my first time doing that ! I bathed and I had no idea what to wear! The event starts at 5 , meeting the rest at Potong Pasir MRT to go to Alvin's house first. I was still at home , planning what to wear at 4:30 .That was suppose to be the time I leave my house .
     I was fruastrated because:
    1.I had nothing to wear
    2.I know that I will be late ( I am always late)
    3.The clothes I bought from Thailand are not washed yet.

    I really didn't feel like going already  . But I still went in the end and was horribly late. I walked to Alvin' house cause my card has no more money.
    According to Alvin's text message , he says that his block is just right after the bridge. There is 2 bridge(front and back) ,so I just went to the one at the back . I don't know why and I then found out that the block after the bridge at the back were blocks like 138 , 139 and 140 .
    Being superduper irritated , I walked back to the block infront of the bridge at the front .
    Went to 13th floor and someone opened the door for me . Went in wearing my super-duper-lose-irritating-dress then I changed to the Eudora shirt . It is quite nice , and best , a part of a phrase by me is on the shirt .
    Got a santa hat from Alvin, I liked it alot though it just like $0.80 -.-


    Jolene's House

    Went there to have my dinner .We watched some video about how a guy was changed by the power of God  . A true story .FYI , his name is Neville Tan ( A gangster to a Pastor) .I'm not sure if his story is in any of the webs . But googling it is worth a try ( If you're desperate to know the story!)
    Had a sharing session after that .
    THEN THE WORST THING OF THE DAY HAPPENED.
    JOLENE'S DOG BIT ME ON
    MY
    NOSE.
    IT TURNED RED . Jerilyn was still laughing away . I look like an idiot who has a bad flu .I quickly ran to the toilet to see how my nose looked like ( Typical vain girl style.) . I took a tissue paper and I planned to act like I'm having flu so as to cover my nose. I knew it wouldn't work but I just did it .I gave up after awhile.

    WELL IT IS GONNA BE CHRISTMAS SO WELL , I'LL BE THE RUDOPLH .
    at least rudolphs are cute.

Sunday, 06 December 2009

  • It's empty

    Being curious isn't always good .Sometimes it makes you an annoying person ,like me . I want to lead a life without being judged and I know I can (because Jesus has died for us ) I just don't have the faith , I don't have the strong sense of belief.I want to , but I can't .There are neither bad nor good christians .Sometimes I just have a fear that I don't know how to trust in God and also , going to hell . I need help , belief , trust , faith. I know that it's a wrong thinking , it is just like a rule but it isn't . Why am I seeing it as a rule ? When you came into _____'s room and said ,"Eh ? You are here ah , aiyah.. then I cannot ... zz , nevermind. " You made me feel that I'm someone unwanted. Why didn't I just leave the room then ? You were pulling a longface in _______'s room when I was there . I don't know if you were still annoyed or sad after I left but the answer is just obvious . I don't want to be judged. I know that I shouldn't feel condemned.

    Dear Daddy God,

                               I don't want to feel that I am being judged. I just want to walk a life with you and go to heaven.I don't want to see "having faith" as a rule to go to heaven . I know that there is significant power in you Lord and that you will change me . Give me light , give me guidance , give me faith. Although I when I sit on the coach , no one  sits with me , although I am always walking by myself , you will change the situation Lord. As you said , as sin abounds , grace SUPER ABOUNDS. Not only do I want to understand what is not being condemned , no judgements and walking in faith , I want to have and feel it . I know Lord , as the difficult times are here , you'll guide me and walk me out of the dark path.


    Amen.

Monday, 16 November 2009

  • YOZ VANIA .. TRAINING STARTING ON MONDAY .. SO YOU WONT BE BORED ANYMORE .. i hate our stupid post exam stuff .. urgh .. it's all so irrelevant .. Anyway ... HII!!!!
  • Hooray Xanga